Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Holy Wednesday
Waking up at 4:30pm and sleeping through the entire Wednesday, or any other day at that, would surely reward you with an indolent feeling. Man, whatever happened to my aim of sleeping at 8pm and waking up at 5am everyday? GONE.
Anyhow, I tried hearing mass today (Holy Wednesday) but apparently came in late. I don’t know but when it comes to school or whatever event, I don’t really feel apologetic for being late. However, when it comes to mass, I always get that guilty feeling for being tardy. I suppose it’s because I made God wait and that’s not good. =/ After the mass, I stayed for the novena and did the Stations of the Cross. You know what, the latter brought to mind a lot of scenes from The Passion of the Christ. Enlightening!
So earlier, my dad told me that he and my mom are planning to go to Baguio next Wednesday for some gathering. Upon hearing that, I actually thought Wednesday? Cool, maybe I could come. But then a minute later, I realized, fart, I have work! Sometimes I just forget that I’m no longer on vacation and that I already have a 9-5. Augh. I’m sure nobody imagined me to work 6 days after graduation. I mean of all people, me? Hah. I just feel bad at times coz most of the people I hang with are still enjoying their break - partying on weeknights, going to BORA, Europe and the States, hooking up, etc. etc. – while I sleep early, struggle hard every single weekday morning to get up at 7 and work 8 hours a day. Waah. Sometimes I wonder, Heck, I should be enjoying my break and having the time of my life. I soo wanna go to Bora just like any other regular teen, you know.
There are actually times when I realize how young I am for a job like this and at those moments, I just feel like quitting. Hay, that’s life.
As I’ve already said, I really wanna go to Bora but I guess I should set aside that thought for now.
Anyhow, I tried hearing mass today (Holy Wednesday) but apparently came in late. I don’t know but when it comes to school or whatever event, I don’t really feel apologetic for being late. However, when it comes to mass, I always get that guilty feeling for being tardy. I suppose it’s because I made God wait and that’s not good. =/ After the mass, I stayed for the novena and did the Stations of the Cross. You know what, the latter brought to mind a lot of scenes from The Passion of the Christ. Enlightening!
So earlier, my dad told me that he and my mom are planning to go to Baguio next Wednesday for some gathering. Upon hearing that, I actually thought Wednesday? Cool, maybe I could come. But then a minute later, I realized, fart, I have work! Sometimes I just forget that I’m no longer on vacation and that I already have a 9-5. Augh. I’m sure nobody imagined me to work 6 days after graduation. I mean of all people, me? Hah. I just feel bad at times coz most of the people I hang with are still enjoying their break - partying on weeknights, going to BORA, Europe and the States, hooking up, etc. etc. – while I sleep early, struggle hard every single weekday morning to get up at 7 and work 8 hours a day. Waah. Sometimes I wonder, Heck, I should be enjoying my break and having the time of my life. I soo wanna go to Bora just like any other regular teen, you know.
There are actually times when I realize how young I am for a job like this and at those moments, I just feel like quitting. Hay, that’s life.
Holy Week
I’ll be at Royal Pines again with my family this Holy Week. I've always enjoyed goin there because the place is just so peaceful and relaxing. What's more, I know a lot of people (Ladz, Roni, Muff, JR, etc.) who’ll be there this week, as well. Coolness, maybe Tin could pass by, too, after Fuego.As I’ve already said, I really wanna go to Bora but I guess I should set aside that thought for now.
at 10:35 PM ⥠
